I know this is gonna seem all rambled and it is, my mind is in a million places. My heart is in a million pieces, I talked to Dave yesterday, I’m sure he told you what all I said. I feel like a part of me is gone and I’m not whole, and to be honest with you at this point in my life, I can’t talk to you, or see you. I can’t ever be your friend cause I’m not doing anything behind anyone’s back anymore…this has caused more pain than I ever could have imagined! He told me you wanted me to call you, well I can’t hear your voice. I would have been by your side for a any new adventure, without any hesitation. I would have helped you thru it all, and it hurts really bad knowing you chose someone that really has nothing in common with you or that enjoys the same things other than the kids, I’m trying to move past all this, I don’t want to try to hold onto something that was thrown away so easily, I went out with a guy this past weekend, that showed up at Swp, he’s seems to be a gentleman, said he wants a friendship before anything else, he’s really sweet to me, treats me like a prize he has found. The short time I have talked to him I’m realizing how great it is to have a relationship that doesn’t have to be hidden, like and love shouldn’t be a secret or hidden, it’s just like when that girl said we were precious and cute. A relationship can never grow into what its fully meant to be when its hidden. He is helping me get thru this, and I hope she will do the same for you. I can’t wait around on you to make a decision that you’re not gonna make, maybe you’re meant for her…it’s pretty apparent at this point…you’re still there. So that being said…please give her 100% and let’s just carry on…move forward and let the past be the past. That was a chapter in your book, my book, that will never be forgotten…it’s time for another to begin. Talking to each other is no good for either of us